Ever had one of those times where you read something before you sleep that completely broke you down to the point where tears starts bursting out of your eyes, out of control..? You try to hold it back, but your eyes just stings, and even more tears rolls down your cheeks. You want to stop crying because your eyes hurts so much, but you can’t because those words that you read really got to you. You feel worthless. You feel like everything is your fault & nobody understands you. That emptiness you feel in your stomach that you can’t get rid of.. it’s almost like someone just punched hole through you. You feel like no matter how much you try, you’ll always screw something up. You’re tired & you want to sleep, but you can’t because you just can’t stop crying.. so you just keep crying until you finally fall asleep.